I was sitting here today scrolling through Facebook (when I should totally be doing other things...) looking at all the people and organizations I have followed over the years, and I suddenly realized that I've changed A LOT in the last few years. I"m not the same person I was. My spiritual needs have completely changed. My spirituality has changed. About the only thing that hasn't changed about me is my weight! :(
It was kind of a shock to me at first. I noticed that some of the pages I used to read everyday and hang on their every word, I scrolled right past. They aren't what I need anymore. They were there for me when I needed them and I 'm so glad but as I've grown and changed I need them less and less. Don't get me wrong, there are still occasions where a post from them will catch my eye and it will be just what I needed to hear or read at that moment but I find I read them less and less. They have been replaced with new pages that speak to me in new ways and for now I'm growing with them. Who knows in a year or two they may be ones I'm scrolling past!
It was kind of weird to realize the change in me. It was so gradual, I don't think I had realized how big the change really was. It's a good change. It's a welcome change. Well, by me anyway. LOL I think sometimes the changes really get on my family's nerves! But we love each other through it. I mean that's what family does.
Anyway, I don't really know that there is much purpose for this post other than just my noticing a change, a good change or growth and thinking about it 'out loud.' Growing, we should be ever growing.
It was kind of a shock to me at first. I noticed that some of the pages I used to read everyday and hang on their every word, I scrolled right past. They aren't what I need anymore. They were there for me when I needed them and I 'm so glad but as I've grown and changed I need them less and less. Don't get me wrong, there are still occasions where a post from them will catch my eye and it will be just what I needed to hear or read at that moment but I find I read them less and less. They have been replaced with new pages that speak to me in new ways and for now I'm growing with them. Who knows in a year or two they may be ones I'm scrolling past!
It was kind of weird to realize the change in me. It was so gradual, I don't think I had realized how big the change really was. It's a good change. It's a welcome change. Well, by me anyway. LOL I think sometimes the changes really get on my family's nerves! But we love each other through it. I mean that's what family does.
Anyway, I don't really know that there is much purpose for this post other than just my noticing a change, a good change or growth and thinking about it 'out loud.' Growing, we should be ever growing.
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